Friday, January 7, 2011

Day 7 - Step Up

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I decided to participate in the "Kohl's Step Up for Kids" charity event stair climb because first and foremost, it's for a great cause. But since this blog is about doing one thing every day that scares me, I must admit I picked this particular event to participate in because I am afraid of stairs. OK, let me explain. I am not paralyzed in fear if I see stairs, but I've had numerous bad experiences on them or because of them to justify avoidance. Today should I need to take a flight of stairs up or down, you can rest assured that I am "white-knuckling" the hand rail the entire way.

Flashback to a time when Coke was just a beverage and it came in glass bottles. If you're old enough to remember, these glass bottles once emptied, could then be recycled and returned to the store for a partial refund of the purchase price. Being frugal, my family used to participate in this recycling effort and as such, we would store our empty bottles in our basement until we accumulated a batch or two to return to the store. Enter clumsy child, glass bottle and a missed step. Result? Said child (me) at the bottom of the stairs on stomach, broken glass and blood everywhere. My hand was severely cut on the glass as in my fall, I refused to let go of the bottle.

Fall number two came years later. My twenties allowed me to take a trip down the last 5 steps of the same staircase mentioned above. This fall resulted with me splayed on the floor in the Superman flying position. During my descent, I hit my left leg on the steps and ended up with bone-breaking pain that was diagnosed as a subdural-hematoma. The bruising and swelling lasted well over a year, and has permanently left my leg discolored in some spots. Sexy, huh?

Finally, in a previous effort to tackle my stair fear, I began training in 2009 on the Stair Master machine (known in most gyms as "The Beast") with hopes of participating in the "Hustle Up the Hancock" event held annually in Chicago. After a month or so of training on the machine, and actually reaching my goal of 96+ floors numerous times, I dislocated my knee which prevented me from participating in the event. While the injury did not actually take place on a set of stairs or on the Stair Master, I blame the dislocation whether I should or not, on over training on the stairs.

Despite my stair fear, on January 30th, 2011 I will tackle the half-climb of the AON building staircase and help others in need. As Ralph Waldo Emerson once said;

"It is one of the most beautiful compensations of this life that no man can sincerely try to help another without helping himself."

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Day 6 - DDS

After putting off making a dentist appointment for longer than I care to admit, it's done. February 10th is my D-Day. I'm not afraid of the actual procedures or potential pain itself, I've never had a bad experience in that department. Rather, I'm afraid of being yelled at. My last dentist yelled at me for lack of flossing, and I can admit it, I'M A BAD FLOSSER! But don't swear and yell at me, please. Needless to say, I thoroughly "punished" that dentist by never returning to his establishment. Smart, right? My new and hopefully non-verbally abusive dentist is well reviewed by numerous people, as well as the ADA, and in walking distance from home. I have faith my smile will be whipped backed into gleaming shape in no time. Wish me luck!

PS) Is the dullness of the photo above a reflection of plaque and tartar build up?

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Day 5 - Bespectacled

I took a chance on something new! Updating my look from a plain black (but ever so complimented) eyeglass frame to multi-colored and purple was quite a challenge. I was seriously afraid that, despite liking the shape of these frames, the multi-colored arms would make me look like something out of a Tammy Faye nightmare! So far, I'm loving them and getting used to the purpley-goodness.

Frame by: Lipstick
Name: Oh So Pretty




Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Day 4 - USPS

I started day 4 with the intent to tackle the intimidation factor I felt when I decided to send some people with whom I've been out of touch with a New Years welcome card. Included in the white envelope was a personal invite to get back in touch with me, whether it be over coffee, or just over the internet. Despite fearing some of the recipients' responses, or lack there of, I made my way to the mailbox quite easily. Once there though, I found the obstacle wasn't in mailing the cards, but rather my fear of looking like a complete idiot by taking a picture of the mailbox to document my trip! While I don't think the photo above is quite up to my artsy standards, I posted it to serve as my unintended badge of courage for the day!

Monday, January 3, 2011

Day 3 - Weighed

After the holiday binging, and quite a bit of laziness, I was afraid to step on the scale to see what damage I had done to my waistline. While my numbers are definitely not those reflected in the picture, I am pleasantly surprised that my arch enemy only reflects a minimal gain of 4 pounds (all ingested foods considered). Over coming the fear to step on the scale today gives me a starting point for healthy living and I must remember, "Rather then aiming to be perfect, just aim to be a little bit better today then you were yesterday." - Author Unknown.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Day 2 - Out of the Box

I'm not a technology junkie and am knowingly "behind the times" where most electronics and gadgets are concerned, however I asked for a new "gadget" for Christmas and received it. Now, the problem with getting exactly what it is that you want, is doing something with it after you get it. For example, my Polar heart rate monitor has a dead battery that I wish I could say was due to over use, however the poor thing never came out of it's box (now aged 4 years). I'm sure one day I will send it back to Polar for a new battery and put it to use, however this added step just to "get it up and running" makes it that much more difficult to use. I won't even mention how old my computer printer is that has never seen the light of day. But I digress. Today my latest gadget, the Keurig Elite, has come out of it's box, and only post 7 days from it's Christmas unwrapping! I will not let fear of getting it dirty, or making the imperfect cup of coffee hold it hostage in its cardboard prison any longer! Today, French Vanilla, tomorrow the world!!!

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Day 1 - Downsize


I'm no stranger to downsizing my closets and making sure any ill-fitting or unworn items go to good use by others, however, I've had a problem as of late letting go of a few items. Okay, so it's more then a few items. I've literally been afraid of letting go of clothing that I've some how let define me. To me, these items define a period when I was four sizes smaller, and seemingly the happiest I've ever been. I've let myself believe that if these items disappear so does all hope of reclaiming that past glory, happiness and of course, pant size. I've allowed denim and polyester blends to clutter my closet and dresser for over 2.5 years out of fear of losing something. A something that doesn't come in a pant size, and a something that I've realized was never able to be really lost. Me. As I now stare at a successfully exorcised closet, I face a new adventure to re-fill it and in doing so, free myself to create new memories that aren't defined by the size of what's contained within it.